day eleven.

dont tell me you've never had a girl crush. cusss i know you have. when it comes to celebs ill do one of the three
1. love them so much that i have a girl crush.
2. yucky, not like them- because either they are not my type or im simply just too jeal for my own good.
3. dont care- dont plan to.

anywho, today im going to talk about numerooo uno. girlll crushes!! yay. i have so many its hard to narrow it down to just 5- but here goes nothing.

day 11. FIVE girl crushes.


1. Erin Wasson.
duh. of course shes lives every girls dream. model & designer. sits front row at every fashion show. stunningly beautiful in a real way. and when she was on ANTM tonight i was moooore than thrilled.

2. Erin Heatherton (whats with the name erin?)
most well-known because she is a victorias secret model. the girl is 21 years old! i figure if i could look like anyone in my next life it would be her.

3. Emily Maynard.
shes a celeb now right? if she asked zach to be her boyfriend, i would be single in a snap of a finger.  i dont know a guy that wouldnt jump to her feet, actually. shes perf- sometimes its sickening to watch her every monday when im in my sweats, hair on top of my head and no makeup- but she is the nicest thing in the world so you cant help but LOVE her. uhm ps. shes 24? we would have been in highschool at the same time? no way. i feel like im 12 compared to her. moving on....

4. Jessica Lowndes.
aka Adriana Tate-Duncan from 90210. yep her character is driving me absolutely crazy as of late...well a lot of the time actually, however she is stunning. she has the prettiest eyes ever.

5. Kate Bosworth.
this is new. ive always liked her. but recently she has looked extra stunning. like the girl has two different color eyes! and blue crush will always be a fav- and she looked great the whole time even though her hair was wet- anyone that can do that is my idol. cus i looked like a drowned rat when my hair is wet :)

today is...

officially zachs 21st birthday :)


just a little shout out to my bestest friend, my shopping partner, my restaurant adventurer,  my listener, my puzzle helper, my advice giver, my giggly annoying crazy partner in crime, my lap to cry in, my trouble maker to give glares at, my smartie pants, my lover and my favorite person in the whole wide worrrld. 

i sure do love you zachary :)

happppy birthday <3

day ten.

day ten. FIVE sleeping habits.

uno.

 well, first off- i like my room pitch black. 

every tiny little light- muuuust be covered. ill even go to some extremes as to taping my curtains to the wall so that i dont get little slivers of light. call me craa cra.

two.  

in prov- i MUST have my ear plugaroos. they are life savers. spec when people are waking up at all dif times. also, my window leads right out to university ave (do people ever stop driving?) so it makes it quiet  just how its supposed to be.

treeee.

 im a left side of the bed person.  at home i have an entire queen but i dont even unmake the whole bed. i pull down the left side, slide in and stay 3 inches from the edge.  i dont know why...but i just have trained myself to love that lefty.

four.

as mentioned in earlier posts- i adore my heating pad. i love that gem of a thing, however some nights i can go without- BUT i prefer not to go without my blankie. i love it. its old, and ratty- and i still love it to pieces.

cinco.

i just like sleep in general. i could sleep forever... so i guess i just need plentiful sleep to keep me a happy girl. sometimes if no one wakes me up i bet i could sleep for days...bad.

day nine.

Day 9: FIVE random factaarooos (aka facts.)

1. in the driving world- i am better at reversing, than i am going forward. 

(except sometimes its not good when you think the car is in reverse, but its still in drive, and then you hit the wall at golds gym...) but for reals- i can probably drive to provo in reverse and it would be norm norm.

2. ive recently decided that when i have my own home i will have a million and three candles. cus i really like candles all the sudden. 

3. i like shopping, love looking at clothes- but like i get frustrated when i try stuff on. sometimes i wish i had a personal assistant to help me pick out a few things as an "outfit" instead of just buying lots of random stuff that doenst go togeth. (its like i want it all- but just dont know what to get)

4.  lately i like doing puzzles...and i sit there for a couple hours just working away and when i connect a piece i feel like i took a drug cus im ADDICTED and just want to connect anotherrr!!

5. i talk to the t.v. cus somewhere in the back of my mind i feel as if they can hear me. its annoying i know this- but im just trying to help is all :)



enjoy my candle obsesh-ie.

 (i saw on another blog how to make these little tea cup candles...and so im  going to make my own. it will be my first ever "craft" HAAAH we will see how that goes. im terrible at that sort of stuff. but whatever they are cute huh? yeah me likey.)

making a change.

i took eleven minutes out of my day to watch this and it changed my life. as i sat and watched this short documentary that i stubbled upon, i sobbed and as tears streamed down my face i made myself a promise right then- never again. i will never text and drive-EVER again. we've all done it- but 'done' is a past tense word...all we can control is the present and future...so put it in the past and make the choice right now- to never 'do' it.

spread the word- inspire a friend- make a change- vow to stop and help others be inspired to stop as well.

day eight.

day 8. FIVE things you are thinking right now.


1. i wish i went to bed earlier- cus now im going to want to sleep all day tomorrow....

2. bless the hearts of those who post more than 2 fbook statuses a day...seriously bless their hearts cus its super annoying.

3. today was a good day. good quality time with people i adore- plus i couldnt have asked for more beautiful weather. bring on more sunshine :)

4. madeline lee hales.  no matter how many years go by- every valentines day is just a heart wrenching day for me. i will never forget the impact you had and still have, on my life.

5. somedays i wish i was a little kid again. playing sims all afternoon, eating goldfish and drinking a vanilla coke- with not a single worry in the world. THOSE were the days.