just putting it out there.

ive been wanting to post about his for a while. to confess a true love of mine. everyone has a celeb crush right? well most people. but i have a different sort of celeb crush...

dont take this the wrong way-but im in love with Kingston Rossdale. He's 4 years old. nooooot a big deal right? he is justTOOadoarble. he has a wardrobe that blows every other kids out of the water, his hair is perfect in my standards, and his face is so cute i wanna squish his cheeks and give him a huge kiss! basically i want him for my own. like i will pay gwen and gavin to let me adopt him. call it weird- but he is just THEE cutest thing in the entire universe.

any other kid wearing this would look ridiculous- good thing his cute face cancels out all other questions.

runner up :

levi mcconaughey. it should be illegal to be this cute.

hmm...

Do you ever just think. Like really think. and sometimes the thoughts you have, turn into really interesting questions- but either they are too ridiculous to ask, or you are simply by yourself and it surely slips your mind. If not- your brain is probably just turned off OR your mind isnt running a million miles an hour like mine.Either way- I have a lot going on in this little head of mine. You can ONLY imagine. For those of you who know me- you know Im a chatterbox. Basically 10% of my thoughts make it out on stage, the other 90%chill in my brain for a while until I forget ormove onto something else.

Anywho I decided to write down some of my random thoughts I had this past week. Randomly just popped into my head and I really was like hmmm...

so here goes-welcome to my cranium.

why does Usher call himself uRsher. with an R. like, Im not sure I get whats going on with the new random letter. Maybe its like how some people say Cheltsie. but there is no T in Chelsea...or maybe its explained in a song and I just never heardit. All in all- I just dont know where it came from. Holla Usher if you wanna explain.

Okay I promise to stop talking about driving after this (well at least for like a month). Anyways, have you ever seen a semi get pulled over? Cus I surehavent and its not fair. because sometimes those big demons like to speed....but they NEVER get pulled over. those nasty sneaky things...like they are huge, how does a cop miss them!?

So does anyone else think its weird that we like die a little bit every night? Yes, people Im talking about sleep. Like it really is SO weird, if you think about it. Crawl into bed- die- wake up and like 7 hours are just gone and the world could have stopped turning but you were dead in your bed so you dont even know.

Where did G-unit go? I get it, they fought and stuff for a while, The Game and 50 cent had "beef". but what about the rest of them...like i know they are all still out there ridin solo- but i think they should join forces again- now THAT was some good ol times. Nothing like bumpin in the car to some G-unit when your white and barely the age to drive.

Ya know what the worst? Okay so maybe when your just little- but when you have this cute little balloon and you let go of the string for 2 seconds and bam its a goner. Peace out balloon it was fun while it lasted. SO... my mom always said- welp someone else will find it and be so happy. AWESOME i thought. But lets be honest- as the years have gone by- IVE NEVER found a balloon coming to land. ever. not even deflated one. So where the heck do all of those balloons go? shoot.

I go to mexico a lot- and the worst part is finding a radio station. SAME MUSIC OVER AND OVER. like they have ONE genre. its sad really. like wheres the mexican country or mexican indie music? none. just the same old typical mexican music. its like if you live there you better like that cus there is no other option. okay wait- with a little exception to some rap. straight up daddy yankee- gasolina. but thats about it.

So Europe has got a rep for making excellent cars...what the heck is taking us so long? why cant we figure it out? we are all humans...like why cant we just take a look and then copy that and call it good? is something wrong with us Americans that we cant figure out how to make a really amazing car? dangit.

I guess thats it. if you happen to know any answers to my life long questions-feel free to share.

ill just got back to wondering now :)

driving.

seriously. may 21st? thats the last time we bumped into each other? myyy bad. my blog was neglected in the summer- im sure no one cares cus its not like its anything to really miss...but all in all- I miss just writting my random thoughts. cus really- im full of random thoughts and sometimes it feels good to just get them out. a lot of my thinking time is when im in the car. ive been commuting to school starting this week and an hour in the car really gets my brain ticking. its weird because driving has become as easy as breathing sometimes. i can get from A to B without even really trying. Its like we are all robots on the freeway really- who are all thinking. i figured if im thinking in the car how many other peoples minds are just ticking away. then i had this odd image of cartoon thought bubbles floating above everyones cars. then i realized i am so odd and changed my mind. but while i was driving today i was thinking about the things i love and hate about driving. i know hate is a strong word but bare with me and just take it as "dislike" for this one post. anywho i came up with a totally random lists of what i love when driving and what i absolutely cant stand.

i love when...you have a brand new cd in your car so it makes the trip ten times better.

i hate when...you are stuck behind some slow poke cars and after being obnoxious and tailing them for a bit you just decide to speed up and go around them to make a point- but then a semi is suddenly in front of you and the slow cars simply pass you and then you retake your spot right behind them. ps. dont make eye contact. so awkward- they are prob laughing at you.

i love when...you spritz body spray all over you car while driving and then look to your left to see that mr. mini van passenger was watching you spray it on your self, the seat, the things hanging from the mirror, and everywhere else. so awkward- yet hilarious.

i hate when...you are in the fast lane, stuck behind a few cars but then a gigantic truck(shining there lights into your mirror causing you to suddenly be blind) desides to be your trailer and ride your butt in other words telling you to move over. cant you see big truck that if i move for you, all that will do is give you my spot and ill take yours? why would i do that? the cars in front of us will still be slow.

i love when...you hit major green lights. your sailin through town one greenbean after another. ive said this before- it really is DEE best.

i hate when...you kindly let a fellow driver in front of you- maybe merging or what have you..and they simply look at you like your a fly on the wall and barge their way in. excuse me? who made you royalty of the freeway. a nice hand wave will do!

i love when...you feel like you and another car are at battle. like your racing or you start to try and bug eachother. k i dont love it but i find it hilarious. like sometimes i feel like maybe im just playing the game by myself and the other car doesnt really care. but it does make the drive a whole lot more interesting!

i hate when...you cut someone off and feel terrrrrible...and you wait for them to pass you and your hands start to sweat cus you know its gonna be the most awkward thing in the world. so option one: you stare forward like you have no idea but feel their eyes burning a hole in the side of your head. or option two: you look over with a "oops" face and then give you a mean nasty dirty look . either way its super awk.

i love when...you are driving in the fast lane and before you have to tail someone, they just see you creepin up and they switch lanes. you dont have to slow down or nothing. its like i was turn to that fellow freeway driver and salute them for their kindness and awareness. we are now buddies.

i hate when...you are mad at another driver and go to give them a dirty look cus they are being a pain but really its your neighbor from up the street. or you get mad at another car and think your gonna loose them but end up pulling into the same parking lot. stay in the car for a minute or run and loose them in the dust.

i love when...you're sailing along just going about your day and you look at see the other side of the freeway is jam packed with traffic. glad im over here and not there!

i hate when...semi's think they need to be in the fast lane. squuuze me? your causing a problem here buddy- a 13 car line up behind you is what.

i love when...you have someone in the car with you so you can drive in the car pool lane when its busy! dont mind if i do!

i hate it when...people who AREN'T cops, drive cars that LOOK like cop cars. antennas, weird mirrors on the side, metal fence thing between them and the back seat, some kind of lights on top, or simply a while Impala. It gets me every time! I swear my heart skips a beat and I hurry and make sure Im not speeding and then i realize its just a35 yr old guy driving to the grocery store and i realize i got upset over nothing. nothiiiiing.

and last but not least, i love when...you drive all theway to your destination with out any problem or mind game..you just simply drive, contently, and you cant even remember the trip - but youre there!

"g.p."

You know those days when you are so grumpy that you start to annoy yourself? Today was that day.  Every little thing felt super weird.  I was super sensitive to everything everyone said. Basically I had my grumpy pants on (as Sophie would call it).  I felt all out of sorts.  I was running into polls, forgetting where I put my things, my hair was a mess, I saw a client who I had cut their hair early this year and lets just say it wasnt my best and so seeing her made me angry and brought back bad memories of how I wanted to give up cutting hair and to top it off, and I couldnt remember the last time I showered.  So gross.  I felt gross.  I felt weird.  There was a party going on- a pity party for myself.  Why? Not quite sure, I just felt like it.  I got home from school and the first thing I did was jump in the shower.  That was after I vented and looked into my room and couldnt find the floor.  Clothes EVERYWHERE. Seriously what was wrong with me? It was disgusting.  I hopped in the shower anyways and decided I would clean it after I got out.  I took my time in the shower, shaved and just sat under the hot water and just breaaaaaaathed.  I got out- feeling much better and refreshed and walked into my room. SPOTLESS. Bed made, clothes put away, all my do-dads in their places, SPOTLESS. My jaw dropped.  I know thats just an expression but it happened.  What the heck! was the first thing I thought. Then I saw a little note on my bed from my cute friends wishing me a better day.  I was stunned.  I sat there for a few seconds just taking it all in.  It was a small act of kindness but it had a bigger impact on me then they probably know.  It was the last thing I expected.  To be honest I was thinking they all wanted to shoot me- could Lauren just shut up about her crappy day already? Cus thats probably what I would have done to myself! But nope- they turned around and cleaned my entire room while I was in the shower.  I had never been so grateful and I realized how incredibly ridiculous I had been all day.  I truly have thee most amazing friends and they have always been there for me- even when my grumpy pants are on, and on very tightly.  I love them :)

the REAL question.

I know this happens to everyone. Okay maybe not every single person- but I know I'm not alone. Today me and Katy decided we wanted to go somewhere for lunch (rather than go home and eating leftovers and whatnot). So of course we couldn't decide where we wanted to go and so we made a list of places. Places I've all gone before and knew that I could find something I like. So this Is the prob- I always go to the same places to eat. I have my handful- the dodo, einstiens, cafe rio, la puente, and a couple others but you catch my drift. This convo seems to come up a lot when deciding where to eat. Infact I had this convo with Rachel and Braden not too long ago. They had different points about trying new places or not and I hope they won't mind if I share some of their insight mixed with my own

So you have one side- stick with the favorites and what you know! By doing this you know you won't go wrong. The food won't dissapoint and your golden for the night! By having a few couple places you go it narrows down the choices- making it easier to choose where to go. Also you never have to live with the regret of going to a new place and hating it and then wishing you'd just gone to a favorite instead!


Now for the other side- try new places! That way you are experiencing new things an you might end up finding a new favorite place with delish stuff! You never have to wonder if you are missing out! And there is no doubt a better feeling than finding a new place and having it be soooooo lovely.


So what do you do? They both have their pros and cons. It's a debacle. I'm sure everyone has their reasons...but Im tossed up between the two!

some randoms

Lately I suck at blogging. I don't even know why but its like I don't know what to narrow down my thoughts too. Its like I'm out of my element. Cant seem to find what it is. But lately I've noticed I lack motivation. That's something to be proud of huh? Yeah I thought the same thing. Perhaps I should explain myself. This past Sunday...a week ago from yesterday actually...I had to go to UNI- the branch up at the U for patients who are having mental problems. Anywho I didn't want to go..just the truth, I didn't. BUT I did. And afterwards- I was happy I went. This sort of thing happens to me frequently. I wont want to do something UNTIL I am doing it or after. The motivation lacks in the decision process which could be a problem...and it is at times..but I always have to remind myself to just do it (as Nike would put it) and I wont regret it. It happens with the gym, with showering, getting a client at school, cleaning my room, you name it. Like whats wrong with me? My Dad says this happens to him a lot too so maybe I'm not alone. Maybe that's just the way life is, but I feel like I'm never going to get anything done. Like showering? People should want to shower...yeah i do...sometimes...but I feel like its a task..mainly cus it is. A debacle really. Anywho I haven't been wanting to blog...mainly cus I believe no one reads this, but I figured if I mustered up the motivation then I would thank myself later. We will see if it works ya know.

& since there seems to be a lot on my mind, heres my thought of the day: who invented the colored tips for fake nails? who decided they should be a fad? did i miss something or am i the only person who thinks that is the nastiest? colored tips= n.o.

my personal fav. the modeling is beautiful too.

Thank heavens for Angry Birds...the iphone app. it has become my new way to pass time....or waste it im not sure which one yet. but it really is the most addicting thing in the world.  Am I 20 years old or 5? Im not sure because at the rate Im going with nerdy iphone apps I could pass as a young child.  Its like almost sad that I dont care either, cus I tell everyone they should play it.  So heres your chance. great $1 purchase that you wont regret.

I forgot about this for a little minute... how? im not sure cus its great entertainment.  I highly enjoy my friends for reasons such as these.  ps. we were at payson highschool doing hair at lunch..this was BEFORE we discovered lice in one of the girls hair. grosss gross. nasty. sick. ew. 

i felt things crawling on me all day.  in my mind mostly. but really.

and im my spare time ive been designing my future home. not really but i pretend. its coming along beautifully.

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slacker.

a big shot out to my girl soph for tagging me so that I finally had an excuse to blog.


A - Attached or Single: attached
B - Best Friends: rob.rach.soph.meg.cate.hill.katy.chels.
C - Cake or Pie: cake i suppose.
D - Day of choice: Monday. its my saturday. no school wooo!
E - Essential Item: i have to choose one? cant . just cannt.
F - Favorite Color: peach&gray.
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: i like the sour wormies.
H- Hometown: the slcccc
I - Indulgence(s): luna bars :) mmmm
J - January or July: july. bring on the warmth.
K - Kids: 4 would be nice
L - Life is incomplete without: love, in all forms.
M - Marriage Date: mystery to me.
N - Number of Siblings: cinco hermanas.
O - Oranges or Apples: apples. no likey oranges,
P - Phobias or Fears: i hate ice. especially on like a carton of ice cream that like fuzzy ice...oh.my.gosh.
Q - Quotes: good land wayyy to many.
R -Reason to smile: funny little moments.
S - Season: summmer.
T - Tag Three Friends: a.ash.court.
U - Unknown fact about me: im terrified of the ocean at night
V - Very favorite Store: i have a hard time with favorites.
W - Worst habit: biting my nails.
X - X-ray or Ultrasound: i wouldnt know sooo haha
Y - Your favorite food: theeee dodo please and thanks.
Z- Zodiac: scorpio.